Well before I start on the main topic, I have a very brief announcment. You remember that Derek is fighting a war with the Gremlins and the spiders, right? Well I don’t know what the situation is with the spiders, but the Gremlins have “stolen” Derek’s computer, therefore winning the war…
Don’t ask me what’s going on. I only pass the info along.
Anyway, I hate Valentine’s Day. Every year of my life I have “celebrated” Valentine’s Day with no significant other. I watch all my friends swap presents with their girlfriends and boyfriends. The only exception to that is Andy, but I know somebody who is going to spoil him with her presents, and she likes him alot. So even though he’s single, he has someone who loves him. Me? I have no one. Nobody. No one to caress, kiss, or embrace. No one to tell me “I love you.” No one to be there for me cheering for me when I’m competing. No one to congratulate me if I win, no one to encourage me win I lose. No one to comfort me at times of need (I’ve had alot of those moments). Nothing. There a couple of people I like… one of them I love with my heart and soul, but they will never love me the same way as I do them. It’s hopeless.
*sigh* It’s only this time, and Christmas, that I’ve always felt so lonely in a world filled with soul mates, romance, and just plain love.
Hmm why do I seem to be the only one who write to these blogs; Im gonna stop because its a waste of time
See what I mean? Even Andy doesn’t like me enough to write in the comments! I told you evreyone (including you) hated me!!!
Key word..”hated” that means I DID even know I NEVER DID! I said I would stop with the whole hating thing and now you have to as well; or Ill start it back up!
We don’t hate you. I would have been posting comments here but the Gremlins had stolen my computer. It took a while to track them down and get it back.
Andy the real reason you write to the blogs is because its fun, and you like it.
Gina. Who ever it is that you are hanging out with, that is making you feel so depressed and unloved, get away from them. I know you have real friends out there that do cheer you on, but you can’t see them if you’re vision is clouded.
Ya it does that..and Gina here is some advice..”Stay away from Hoffman” He is a scumbag and you know it. I also think you know Im NOTHING like he is.