Well, I’m sick. It seems to be a combo of larygitis/ a bad cold, maybe the flu. I had the biggest headache possible yesterday, and I was out of it! So, that’s why I skipped a couple of days writing.
Well anyway, I’m breaking up with Shawn (Thats is the CORRECT way to spell it). This is for a couple of reasons.
1.) I found out from a couple of reliable sources that Shawn has made a bet on our ‘relationship,’ with his friends, without me knowing. He bet that our relationship would last longer than a month. Well, I guess he lost.
2.) I don’t like him that way. Sadly, I’ve made this mistake with all of my other boyfriends too. I only like him as a friend.
3.) Right now, I feel like staying single. Why this is I dunno, but I like being single.
4.) My love for Joe is conflicting with the relationship. Why that is I dunno. But I can’t help feeling guilty over the fact that, maybe, one day Joe’ll ask me out and I’ll say yes, and end up cheating on Shawn. And I don’t want a reputation like that, so I’m breaking up with him, and I’m going to stay single for a while.
Trying to keep up with this is CONFUSING
! I think I will aak the wife if there is anyting I should be aware of…
or read Andy’s post…
Comment by Dad — February 18, 2005 @ 3:30 pm
Wow what a messed up day. Things are outta control without you there. Get better soon so this will end
Comment by Andy — February 18, 2005 @ 3:37 pm