... the moonlight and music and dancing are done.
– Ashokan Farewell.
That was one of our chorus songs (my favorite, cause I got to sing a solo :-D) for tonite’s concert. I liked this one so far the best. I had fun… when it wasn’t thundering, and the performance took my mind off of my problems. I feel better. I’m assuming my mom thinks we did a good job, too, and that I did a good job myself. I had fun, and I’m gonna miss the seniors.
And to think it’ll be me having my last concert, next year.
Wow. I’m almost out of high school. Holy crap. I wonder what’s going to happen to me. What am I supposed to expect? Will it be good? Bad? Anything? A big void? Well, the only way to find out is to keep moving foward, even if there’s something trying to hold you back.
***That was the theme of this year’s prom***
I had much fun, to my surprise. The set up the place pretty pretty, and I danced, and danced and danced. Amazingly I danced and chatting with Brian H., though I was kinda unsure of what to do there. But I managed along, stumbling all over the place (not literally, I’m a good dancer whether it is fast or slow), and had a good time,
I’m REALLY exhausted, so before I go I’ll let you know that we took some HOTT pics that sooner or later I’ll put up for your enjoyment. yawn okay g-nite. LOL. *** I’ll add on more to this later.
WAS A COMPLETE BLAST
! W00T You all thought Great Escape was awesome, Hershey Park… renders me speechless. Well it did before, but now that I’ve recovered from the shock I can tell you how much the field trip KICKED ASS The first, and last, ride I went on was the Great Bear… wow… that was so intense. It’s an inverted roller coaster, meaning we rode below the track instead of above it. And that thing threw us around. At 61 mph.
Whew.
My next favorite was the Storm Runner. You thought the Great Bear was intense. I LOVED THE STORM RUNNER. Okay, first it started us out gently rolling us out of the loading zone. When we got about twenty feet out of the zone, you stop. About half a minute went by and nothing happened. Then, suddnely, we were launched. Holy crap were we lauched. We were going so fast so suddnely, when it normally takes me not even a second to take a breath and scream, it took me around 5 seconds to get a breath deep enough to scream. LOL we were going so fast our eyes were watering up. We whipped around turns… while turning ourselves, and WOW IT WAS FUN Later I found out that thing launches you from 0-72 mph in 2 seconds. GOD. I screamed myself hoarse during that ride. And I would have totally done it again, but the line was really, REALLY long, and we didn’t have the time. Oh well, next time I get my ass up there, I’m going to go back and forth between those two dies all day grin and maybe I’ll go on a couple others.
One ride we wanted to go on, but couldn’t was the Tidal Force. I watched it go through, and holy crap, it gets you completely drenched. We couldn’t go in went we tried cause we didn’t have shoes on! And then we said screw it, the line’s too long.
This is what is looked like… too bad we couldn’t go on it, it was pretty hot too.
WHEW That woulda been AWESOME! But there’s always next time grin
PS - This post should have been this morning, but I forget to write about it, the game was on my mind all day. So, until next time (tomorrow… chenango forks… grrr), I’ll see you on the east side! LOL
It’s… 20 after 1 in the morning, and I am totally wide awake. I’m not really looking foward to Thursday, but I just can’t sleep. So, I’m writing in this blog, and making cd’s instead. I schemed a lil, and decided it I get little sleep tonite, then tomorrow nite, or Thursday night, I’ll be able to get to sleep early, and therefore I’ll have an easier time waking up at 4 Friday morning. Does that sound like an awesome idea or what?
So, here I am… staying up… yea.
Isn’t this so much fun! squeal I’m lovin it! THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME!!
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I’m lonely. I had four really close friends. One of those friends… well I won’t get into that. Two of those friends never really thought of me as a friend, and the last friend isn’t really a friend judging from the wa she treated and treats me. I have people I talk to, like Francis, and Teisha and Rachael, and even Kim Schmierer. But I don’t really see them often. It really sucks, and I wish I could do something about it, like get some more friends. But silly me, I’m too shy to just go up and talk to anyone. I’m afraid that I’ll make a fool of myself. Silly me should try and follow along in other ppl’s conversations and try to join in. But half the time I don’t know what anyone’s talking about, usually it’s about people or events that I don’t know about.
I’m falling behind in school. I’ve been, I dunno, not feeling up to anything. It’s like I just don’t want to try because it won’t do me a bit of good. And because of it my grades are fucked up. I’m trying to catch up and take care of everything, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to in time. I only have a little over five weeks left.
And lately, especially lately, things don’t seem to be going my way. I have one way of getting rid of this stupid depression: running around and playing soccer. But, from the last game, I fucked up my hamstrings. I think it’s because of the fact that I’m not really in shape like I wanted to be, and then I went and pushed myself too hard in the last game. I can walk, but not without it hurting like hell. So forget running around, the only thing I can do is sit on my ass and do nothing. It’s so frustrating.
:sigh: this is mainly why I’m depressed. It really sucks… didn’t I say that before? That and I’m real tired: I haven’t been getting much sleep. Well today I did, but that’s only cause I’m staying home to rest my legs. That’s not the point. The point is, I’m sad and, well, there isn’t much I can do about it as of yet.
And the worst thig is, it isn’t even fucking Monday T_T.
Results?
We completely sucked ass. Well, not completely. But we lost 3-1. I guess we had an okay game: no one was really marking man to man except for a select few. Ashley had an awesome goal! The only one…
As for my performance. I guess I did alright, but I swear to God I had so many opprotunities to score and I fucked them up. So you can see I’m pretty frustrated, especially seeing as how I’m a varisty player here. You would think I’d be able to take a shot let alone score a godamned goal. Well, there’s always next weekend…
To get our asses handed to us on a platter. Again.
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