It’s been almost a week since I moved into this dorm. I bet you’re thinking “Is she still trying to settle in?”
Well I AM SETTLED IN
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It was really easy to settle in and talk to people too. I was so shocked at how easy it was to make friends. 3rd floor Rowland is a big happy family.
So far, the only class that looks like I’m gonna have MAJOR (and I mean major) problems in is the hardest course in the freakin school. Why they put a first semester freshman in the hardest course in school, I’ll never understand. But yea, I’m taking Anatomy and Physiology.
Study/Support groups, anyone?
Actually, we’re working on that lol.
Anything else? Well I explored the commons yesterday. I even bought something! It’s the cutest little jacket. Mom’ll even say “That’s sooooo Gina.” I saw another jacket and a t-shirt I want to buy, and since Mom might be putting some more money into my account, I’ll be able to buy some sweatshirts to keep warm. It’s slowly starting to cool down, and I only bought… actually, I only have two hoodies. The rest of them seemed to have disappear T_T
I also discovered that there’s an actual mall. I didn’t get to check it out for myself, but I heard that there’s a Victoria’s Secret, and Bath and Body Works, and a Forever 21. I want to go there sometime to see what else they have.
I’m loving it here, seriously! I do still have my pangs of homesickness, but it isn’t nearly as bad as I thought it was going to be. Maybe it’ll worsen later on, who knows? I’m still thinking of everyone! And sorry Kimmie (don’t hurt me >.<), I haven’t been writing like I said I was gonna, BUT I have a TON of ideas that I want to use.
There was a piece of advice that I was gonna pass on, but guess what folks, I completely forgot what it freakin was.
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That’s absolutely horrible. I know. I don’t even think I’m gonna ever remember it either.
And I won’t have internet until Wednesday of Thursday, or even this weekend at the latest, so I’ll be here and there. Peace!
So, here I am. Not too long from now after I turn this computer off, I’m going to be packing my stuff into the trunk and leaving for Ithaca. At the moment, I’m kinda really scared, but hopefully I’ll settle in fine, like Brian told me he did. Plus, I’m kinda hungry, which means I should go eat, but that can wait.
It’s kinda hard to believe that I’m actually going off to college. It’s kinda hard to believe that I’m turning 18, and that I’ve come this far. I don’t think my life was exceptionally amazing. It was mediocre, with some problems at home and with friends, but it was expected.
Sure there maybe problems htat I have, or had, in my life, but I’m the way I am because of it. If there was something I could go back and change, it would be eating more tomoatoes last night because they’re freakin delicious.
I’ve made many mistakes, and I’ve learned many lessons. And, well what do you know, I still have, like, 60-70 years to keep going. And geez, I thought 17 years was long as it was.
Looking back on it all, I’m glad things turned out the way they did. The episodes with Eva, Andy, and the most recent one with Kasedy, and my friends, like Jess, Casey, Ethan and Anthony, helped me grow and mature, and they taught me valuable things and gave me many memories to hold onto as I move on. I hope that I’ll get to keep them as friends, and I hope I get to make new ones. I hope that I get to find a guy who I’ll be able to stay with for the rest of my life. I hope that I’ll be successful and prosperous and that I will have many happy days. But most of all, Ihope that I’ll continue to have as much love in my life as I do now. I’m so glad that everone around me is supporting me with what I do. I hope that while I’m gone, the support won’t ever lessen. And I hope you all will be thinking of me, just like I’ll be thinking of you.
I love you Mom and Dad, for being there for me whenever I needed it. There have always be arguements, but if we never fought then something would be wrong. I love you Kimmie for becoming one of my best friends. I hope that I won’t end up wanting the Mangekyo Sharigan (running gag between me and her), you “foolish little sister.” I love my brothers, and although I don’t really spend alot of time with either, I’ll miss them both. Derek, even though you’re always pissing me off to no end, I’ll miss you too and I love you too 
Jessica, you have become one of my best friends. You’re really someone I can talk to about anything, and I know that I can trust you. I hope you’ll think of me, and don’t forget me, and I’ll be thinking of you. Tell Ethan I said hi Ethan, Casey, and Anthony, you three are the best. I only just got to really know you three right before I leave, and it sucks that I won’t be seeing you till around my birthday. But I’ll be thinking of you guys and all the good times. And, yes, I’ll go to a couple of parties for your sakes
Everyone else, I love you all. Thank you so much for being in my life, because I’m sure my life would be very dull if you weren’t in it.
I’ll be thinking of you all.