Remember a while ago just after that flood, when I was depressed? Well, I’m starting to feel like that again. But this time I know why. It’s cause I’m really lonely, and I wish I had some friends to talk to.
I’m really low on motivation. I barely feel like running track, and running doesn’t cheer me up anymore. The only reason why I don’t skip practices is because I’m obliged to go. All I want to do is crawl into my bed and sleep for a year. And this template still ticks me off. I just might revert back to the old one, because this one SUCKS.
What’s worse is that there’s nothing I can really do, because I don’t really have money to spare, and I can’t randomly go out and make friends. I’m weird when it comes to that. Not only do I have a hard time talking to people, but I need to click with someone. I can’t force myself to; I’ve tried, and it doesn’t work. And it’s just not the same. :sigh: I really wish I would stop going into these funks. They’re so damn exhausting. And it throws me off. I’ve been walking around in a daze for nearly a week. If I’m not careful I’m gonna really screw up my semester.
I need advice.
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