All About G

ahaha, TWO MORE FREAKIN DAYS! I can’t wait; you all have no idea. Seriously. If it weren’t for the fact that my ONLY in-class final was on Friday, I would have been home way earlier.

Ah well, you can’t have everything.

I have a portfolio to finish, plus two take home finals. The damned portfolio would be done too, if it weren’t for the stupid javascript. It TAKES FOREVER. It lags even more than adobe files I read through my browser! What the hell is wrong here?! UGH. DAMN JAVASCRIPT. I would have been done with this stupid thing HOURS ago.

I actually would have been finished with it yesterday, if I had worked on it yesterday (and if java wasn’t so damn slow). And I would have worked on it too, you see (is that ‘to’ earlier in the sentence suppose to have one O or two? The grammar rules have fled my mind for the time being). But I couldn’t move at all yesterday. I was sick… still am. Yesterday I had the worst headache… well not the worst headache I’ve ever had… one time I had a migraine… oh gawd I hope I never get one again. But it was still a bad headache. It hurt to be upright, it hurt to be lying down. It even hurt in the dark or even with my eyes closed. The night before I was freezing; I was bundled up with everything I had and I was still shivering uncontrollably. Very miserable, I’ll tell you. Luckily, thanks to me being in bed all day yesterday (not like I could do much of anything else…) I feel so much better. I believe I’ll feel better by Friday at the latest, as long as I continue to rest.

The only things I have to do are my take home finals, and eventually get this portfolio done (stupid freakin’ javascript… it’s already 10:30, and I’m still not done…). And then the final on Friday, and I’m done. Thank God. It’s about time. I’m really tired of being here… A lot of people don’t seem to understand me… I’ll get into that one later.

The women’s team got 5th place, and the guy’s team got 4th. Marcia again did an AMAZING job; she qualified for provisionals (nationals) in the 400m dash, and our 4×1 team did too if I recall correctly.

Personally, I did okay with the 200, but I did shitty in triple. Don’t even ask for details :shudders: I don’t want to go into that.

My 200 run… dash… anyway, it felt really good. I came out of my blocks really well, and in generally it felt like I did a god job.

I think I know why I have such a hard time making friends. Because I have no idea what to say around people without looking like an idiot. I take a while to think about what I’m going to say, and by the time I’m ready to say it, it would be out of context with the conversation. Nevertheless, I realized that if I want to be friend with someone, I end up not being their friend, and if there’s someone I didn’t really think about being friends with, I end up their friend. So maybe if I convince myself that I don’t have to be someone’s friend, I’ll be able to be a little less tense and self-conscious around them and eventually end up their friend.

Anyway, Friday, as of now, is the day. THE DAY. I really can’t wait. I’m sick of work. Of course, I’ll only have like, a 3 week break before guess what? I go back to school again! Well, at least it’s in Binghamton and not Ithaca. I was planning on going to IC… if it weren’t for the fact that summer class at IC cost at least twice as much as the classes at SUNY Binghamton.

But that’s about it for now. I have work to do… unfortunately. Till next time.