All About G

I’ve been lame folks, sorry. It’s not that I haven’t had anything happen. It’s that I’m too lazy to tell you about it ^_ So, for the sake of letting everyone know that I’m doing okay, I’m going to update you on what’s been going on.

Let’s see, the first thing that happened, if I recall correctly, was the auditions for IC Unbound. Happily, I got into one of the dances; a hip hip piece, done to the “Here We Go” remix. It’s a lot of fun ^_ Our second rehearsal is tonight too. The performance is April something-or-other in the Emerson Suites and it costs $5 to get in. You should come

Super Tuesday happened next. I got to go home for a day, and I voted for the first time ever. If you didn’t guess from the video below this post, I voted for Obama. And why wouldn’t I? I see him as the best thing for our nation yet. He’ll take us far, and damn you if you don’t realize that

Of course, since me and my sister share a bedroom, and since when I came home, she happened to be sick, about a week later, I got sick too ^_ I feel much better though. I’m only congested and my throat’s sore. Thank god that my headache’s gone; that was miserable.

Backtracking a little… this past Sunday was the Empire 8 championship. And both IC Men’s and Women’s track teams KICKED ASS. We totally stomped everyone, included the team that hosted it in the first place. HAHA :ahem: (wishes she could use the *) Anyway, a high point for me on that day was when I placed fourth in triple jump with my new record, 31’5”. I was very happy indeed. And hopefully my jumping’ll get even better so that I could qualify for ECAC, hell even NCAPP (I think…), and NCAA…. but I have the best chance of qualifying for the next level over states, ECAC. NCAA is NATIONALS, and the standards are amazingly high.

Hmmmmm… That’s all I can think of for now. I have to run and catch the bus and go to the mall, so until then folks

I just got back to college this afternoon. It was surprisingly hectic, but I should have known better.

Anyway, I arrived at around 2ish. I had unpacked by 2:30, and then I headed down to the computer lab (where I am now), because I just so happened to forget the power cord to my computer and therefore can’t use it…

So now it’s around 3pm, and I’m checking my email. I find out that I have max testing… at 3pm.

Haha… so much for taking an afternoon nap.

I did my max testing. Some things were better than others. My squats were better. I can squat 135 at 10 reps now instead of 5. And to think, the only kind of workout I did over break was the last week where I did The Firm more or less every day. My bench presses, on the other hand, got worse. I could only do 4 reps of 60, compared to my previous 5 reps of 65. I have a nagging feeling that my bent clavicle was the cause of it, and I wouldn’t be surprised id it’s condition got worse. It’s sorta very dully throbbing right now, for example.

So anyway, I did my max testing, and then I went and ate. I ate a much more wholesome meal compared to the last semester, when I was pretty much living off of cereal. And after that, I went back to the lab to check my mail, and after that, I went to track practice. Yay! Track practice! Bleh. The workout was… different. Luckily I’m not sore like I was before when I was first starting out. Thank you Firm! And after practice, I took a nice shower, and I ate some more food, stole an apple, and now here I am on the computer. I’m exhausted. I’ll be going to bed hopefully soon. I have to wake up tomorrow morning really early; around 7am. I’ve got a morning class at 8. Yuck. Well, with the good comes the bad. Of course I’d have to wake up early since I scheduled all of my classes to take place in the morning.

I’m quite exhausted now. So I think I’m done updating for the night. When I write in this next, I will be at my own computer instead of in this freezing lab. Until then!

(Oh, in case anyone was too retarded to get the meaning of this post’s title… 6 weeks and 4 days left until I come home for spring break)

I’m trying out a new theme, because the red was kind of old. Anyways, tell me what you all think. There’s only one thing that’s kinda pissing me off, and that’s my header/title. “All About G” is so tiny! Mom! How do I fix it and make it a freakin’ proper title? Plus I have pages that I used to have from my oldest form (lmao that sounds corny) that I want to edit and put up on this page, but it seems this theme won’t allow it. Plus it’s pissing me off because the stupid thing makes whatever’s in between my * bold, AND IT’S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE BOLD!! THOSE ARE FOR WHEN I EMOTES (would scream but doesn’t have functioning * at the moment) Plus it’s doing something weird with my caps locks! Come on! God damnit! I’m just going to get a new theme Grrrraaaaagh!

Anyway, I feel like crap… I’m not sick. I’m sad again. Today wasn’t what I would call a really good day. (would sigh but the * don’t work!) I haven’t gone back to college, so I have a feeling this semester is going to be SHITTY.

So I just got a new record of 83 second for fastest game played in Solitaire!

(ya, this is really sad, isn’t it?)

My goal?

5 seconds.

(very sad indeed)

YAYNESS! My new Solitaire record is 89 seconds. I’ll catch up to Mom yet (her record is 49 seconds…. o_O)!

My record for completing a Solitaire game is 97 seconds.

For those of you that don’t know what that means, it’s 1 min and 37 seconds. My personal best right now. Hopefully I’ll be able to do better ^_

And omg, quick news time! There’s this guy I met. We have a ton of stuff in common, mainly involving ANIME haha I love it! So I’ll wait and see what happens, because he seems really cool ^_

Haha, I bet you didn’t know I was depressed. Well I was. I still sorta am, and I will now tell you why this is so.

I’m depressed because I’m really lonely. I haven’t really come across anyone here that’s really sparked my interest. Now I know what you’re gonna say. What about your roomie? Aren’t you friends?

Well, yes and no. We get along perfectly fine, and every now and then we’ll have some decent conversations, but we never go out and hang around. It’s the same thing for the other girls on this floor. I get along with all of them, but I just can’t seem to click with them.

I make friends in a weird way. My mom was bothering me about it for a long time, especially because I used to be depressed and lonely. She always asked me, can’t you make friends with the girls on your soccer team, or in chorus, and etc, because you have something in common with them.

Well, it’s sorta complicated. I don’t always make friends because I have something in common. Usually what happens is I meet them and we just click. That’s why I made friends with Ethan and Casey and Anthony, because I met them, and we all just clicked. That’s why I didn’t make friends with any of the girls on my floor, because yea, we get along, but we just didn’t click. The reason why I didn’t make alot of friends (at least, I don’t know if I was friends with them or not… cause they liked me), was because I was just too afraid to. But usually it doesn’t have much to do with things in common so much as it has to do with me and them just clicking. That’s how I ended up being friends with Rachael, because although we have almost nothing in common, when we first met at the pool, we just clicked. And that’s how I ended up being in this predicament. Because for me it seems to be really hard to find people here that I’ll click it. And because of it, at the moment, I’m really lonely. And since I’ve been really lonely, I’ve been really depressed.

Of course, those of you that told me to talk to you whenever I had a problem are probably really pissed at me. Why didn’t you tell me? Why? Because me complaining to you isn’t really a problem, and there wouldn’t be much of anything you can do.

But anyway, I’m am feeling better. And that’s because I’m finally on a soccer team. It sucks that I didn’t make varsity or club, but I came across intramurals during the week. I played once, and I had fun. And today I heard there were more games, so I decided I’d go and check it out and volunteer to be a sub if needed.

So, a team came along and offered to let me play with them today. And at first I wasn’t sure if I was allowed because I had played on a different team earlier in the week. But since I wasn’t offically on that previous team, I could play as a sub.

And I don’t mean to brag, but I think I did pretty good. I was good enough so that the captain asked if I wanted to play on their team. I was so happy! One of their team members happened to be someone I met via club tryouts, and she said that if I didn’t play with them, they probably would have lost. Because once I started playin, I ended up assisting 3 of the four goals that were scored. I’m happeh ^_ So I gave the captain my email and he’ll let me know when we’re playing next. But I feel better that I was good enough to be “recruited” in a sense by a captain. And I think that they’re all upperclassmen which made me feel even better.

But I’m not so depressed anymore. Though I am still depressed because I am lonely, but soccer will keep my thoughts away from that.