All About G

Hey folks.

I’m stressed. I really want to rip my newly colored hair out. It sucks.

Okay so this weekend’s extremely busy. Tonight I have to do a media project, go to a meeting at about the same time, and then later tonight I have soccer practice. Tomorrow, I have to turn in a sociology write-up, I was SUPPOSED to find an article from a college database by tomorrow, I might have to work AND I have to go to Norwich for NYSSMA. Tomrrow, I have to go to Oneonta in the morning to buy a pair of shoes for my dress so that when I go to Otego at 1:30 later that day to get fitted for my dress (which, from what I heard by the person who I talked to, is extremely beautiful and I’ll love it), I’ll have the shoes so they can fit the hem properly. And then later that day, I have a soccer game. Sunday, I have to go to Candor for another soccer game, and I still have to find the time to go up to SUCO to find an article for my field study in sociology AUGH I just might end up having to go in on Monday. But I have so much to do in NO time and if this is what I’m going to end up with in college, then I’m really not going to enjoy the upcoming four years. sigh sigh omg sigh.

But, yea, the only good point is that my hair been dyed to a lighter brown. It’s like a coppery honey brown… blech. I’m gonna get pictures up of me in my prom dress and let you see for yourself.

It’s… 20 after 1 in the morning, and I am totally wide awake. I’m not really looking foward to Thursday, but I just can’t sleep. So, I’m writing in this blog, and making cd’s instead. I schemed a lil, and decided it I get little sleep tonite, then tomorrow nite, or Thursday night, I’ll be able to get to sleep early, and therefore I’ll have an easier time waking up at 4 Friday morning. Does that sound like an awesome idea or what?

So, here I am… staying up… yea.

Isn’t this so much fun! squeal I’m lovin it! THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME!!

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Who knew Spring Break this year was going to be so boring! There isn’t anyone around. Kasedy’s in Sidney Center, I can’t exactly go there every day. Rachael is in PA visiting her dad. Teisha’s in Masonville. Frances is in Unadilla. Eva does live down the street, but she and I have different interests: She likes girl stuff, I like running around and rolling in mud while playing something that resembles soccer. From what I’ve heard, neither Steve nor Brian want to have anything to do with me, and Andy obviously hates me. I have other friends… that live out of state. Yea, it’d be a good idea to head on over to Philly to visit Serena… I’l just have to leave a few weeks in advance. Where the hell is everybody!!?? I know there has to be someone I can go hang out with. Right?

There isn’t any soccer practice next week (why?!). I’d go look for sponsers, but since it’s Easter today, noone’s open today. I’d go jog, but I have shin splints from lack of stretching (yes I know; shame on me). Hell, I’ll jog anyway, it’s something to do. And make it so I’m immobile for a week… Oy. Hell if I could I’d go joyriding, but I don’t have a stinkin’ liscense. Cleaning my room isn’t any fun, so there’s no point in doing it. I’d go prom dress shopping with Mom like we planned to, but Mom’s busy. I would drive Dad to Oneonta to get headsets or whatever, but he’s too busy too! God damn it!

So I’ve spent like, 3 days so far either walking around town aimlessly, chatting on AIM with a couple people for half-an hour before they have to go, or sing at the top of my lungs. But even that gets boring after a while.

So what’s a girl to do? Sit around being restless?

It be so much nicer if they was a mall or club here. But there isn’t. exasperated sigh I do like SIdney alot, but sometimes I’d prefer in the city. In Brooklyn there were more thrills, and things to do, even if one of them was rnning away from a gang trying to mug you smirk.

Right now, I’ll welcome anything, ANYTHING to happen. It’s a hell lot better than sitting on my ass doing nothing.

shriek

I hate dentists. Wanna know why? They take your problems and make them worse. When I was three I had a problem with a tooth. It had to get pulled. No novacaine, nothing to dull the pain. The dentist told me “This won’t hurt a bit.”

Bullshit.

I’ve been to the dentist last week due to a toothache. Before then my teeth were fine and feeling a little better. Now they hurt like a bitch and the pain’s getting worse. One side of may face is swollen and I can’t even freakin’ smile without it hurt. Hell, scratching my nose hurts my teeth. Just sitting here they hurt.

Do I see a contradiction?

Anyway, they’re hoping it isn’t absesse teeth. I’m hoping it isn’t absesse teeth. All I want to do is get rid of the pain so I can eat again.

This is one of those techie-geek posts. Please excuse the interruption.

~*Gina*~’s resident geekette has discovered that there’s a bit of a problem with the individual entry pages in general, and the comments form in particular, on her blog.

This may mean that I’ll need to ditz around a bit, possibly even reinstall the whole program.

Fortunately, reinstalling will not have any effect on her database, so the content will still be there. Just need to get the comments up and running so that her legions of fans can check in with her through this blog.

[we now return you to your regularly scheduled programming :mrgreen:]

UPDATE: Found the problem, fixed it. If I had known it was going to be that easy, I wouldn’t have mentioned it. Oops again!

Well… me and Brian and Steve and Andy are discussing our problems (as Andy called it “the beggining of the end”). And like everyone’s said before, I seriously have to stop liking Steve… And no one has said anything about Andy ceasing his crush on me.

I hope this isn’t going where I think it’s going.

But anyway, I’m trying I really am. It’s not easy, cause the past events that have happened… well… nvm I’m not gonna go there. New subject!

My Sweet 16 is in 34 days Yea I know real sad, but when you’re 15 watching everyone else in your grade driving a car, you kinda want to catch up with them and stuff. Anyway, I sent an email to my friends letting them know what I want. And I told them: “Well there’s something else I really want, but I don’t want to throw that out into the open” (I don’t want them to freak out or something). Well, I was chatting on AIM with Andy, and he literally interrogated me, and managed to figure out what my secret desire was. Of course, I got really pissed off, and I told him that in a note earlier today.

He wrote back saying something like… “Okay okay! I won’t tell anyone! Chill! I’m a man of my word blah blah blah.”

Of course that still pisses me off. He did apologize though, and I forgave him for that. But now he’s flirting with me… I think. He tripped me… on accident I think. But he still did it… and I’ll be honest. It’s really aggravating, cause I don’t want to tell him to quit it cause I don’t want him to go off his cookie or something, but it’s getting more and more on my nerves, and it’s not going to be long before I blow up in his face one day.

As the days go by I’ve been getting more tense/irritated and maybe even more depressed. And I already know why. The only problem is, I can’t do anything about it.. well I can, I’m just too scared to.

Andy says I’m acting more and more like a prep, and wants me to stop.

Okay I’ll stop… if you stop liking me that way. Simple as that. Cause I don’t like the fact that you like me, just like you don’t like it that I’m “acting like a prep” (even though I act the same way with my parents, so I don’t think it’s called being “preppy” it’s called “my way of teasing people”). So there. Fair IS fair after all, right?