Currently, my physical status is Shitty.

God, why am I still awake? That’s a stupid question; I’m listening to music. I should probably go to bed…

Hope no one else is feeling as crappy as I am.

Ah well, you can’t have everything.

I have a portfolio to finish, plus two take home finals. The damned portfolio would be done too, if it weren’t for the stupid javascript. It TAKES FOREVER. It lags even more than adobe files I read through my browser! What the hell is wrong here?! UGH. DAMN JAVASCRIPT. I would have been done with this stupid thing HOURS ago.

I actually would have been finished with it yesterday, if I had worked on it yesterday (and if java wasn’t so damn slow). And I would have worked on it too, you see (is that ‘to’ earlier in the sentence suppose to have one O or two? The grammar rules have fled my mind for the time being). But I couldn’t move at all yesterday. I was sick… still am. Yesterday I had the worst headache… well not the worst headache I’ve ever had… one time I had a migraine… oh gawd I hope I never get one again. But it was still a bad headache. It hurt to be upright, it hurt to be lying down. It even hurt in the dark or even with my eyes closed. The night before I was freezing; I was bundled up with everything I had and I was still shivering uncontrollably. Very miserable, I’ll tell you. Luckily, thanks to me being in bed all day yesterday (not like I could do much of anything else…) I feel so much better. I believe I’ll feel better by Friday at the latest, as long as I continue to rest.

The only things I have to do are my take home finals, and eventually get this portfolio done (stupid freakin’ javascript… it’s already 10:30, and I’m still not done…). And then the final on Friday, and I’m done. Thank God. It’s about time. I’m really tired of being here… A lot of people don’t seem to understand me… I’ll get into that one later.

I meant to update on Sunday after I had returned from the College of New Jersey (haha, you all didn’t know I went, either). Anyway, for the College of New Jersey, I think I did pretty well. My 100 pr is officially 13.93, not too far off from qualifying for states. A few tenths, if I recall correctly. Our 4×1 was good, but I don’t remember what time we got. My long and triple jumps were okay, but I’ve yet to beat my indoor pr’s for either.

As for yesterday’s meet, it basically sucked. Mainly because it was cold and windy. But life’s like that. Hopefully I got the shittiness out yesterday so that come this Saturday, when we compete in the Empire 8 championships, I can completely kick ass.

And, oh yea. I’m sick. Again.

Figures.

Anyway, yep I’m sick. This Wednesday, after classes, fall break will start! AND I CAN’T WAIT TO GO HOME. I really want to go home. I’m exhausted, and I’ll get a good rest while there, as well a chance to see friends.

Of course you’re probably wondering why I’m still awake if I’m sick… That’s a good question. I should probably go to bed. So that’s what I’m gonna do *waves offhandedly as she gets up and goes to bed*

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The typical symptoms and signs of mononucleosis are:

* Fever—this varies from mild to severe, but is seen in nearly all cases.
* Tender and enlarged/swollen lymph nodes—particularly the posterior cervical lymph nodes, on both sides of the neck.
* Sore throat—White patches on the tonsils and back of the throat are often seen
* Fatigue (sometimes extreme fatigue)

*ahem* My symptoms at this moment (it’s day 2)…

- Tender and enlarged swollen lymph nodes (the posterior cervical lymph nodes, to be exact)
- Sore throat (not pathces yet… it’s only day 2)
- Fatigue… extreme fatigue…

Some patients also display:

* Enlarged spleen (splenomegaly, which may lead to rupture) and/or liver (hepatomegaly)
* Petechial hemorrhage
* Abdominal pain
* Aching muscles
* Headache
* Loss of appetite
* Jaundice
* Depression
* Weakness
* Skin rash
* Dizziness or disorientation
* Uncontrolled shaking at times
* Dry cough
* Enlarged Prostate
* Supra-orbital oedema—the eyes become puffy and swollen—may occur in the early stages of infection

- Muscle ache (I know I’m sore from track, but I can tell what’s from track, and what’s not, and I’m achy as in not from track… plus my body feels like it weighs a ton)
-Headache (a really nice one, I might add… not a migraine yet, thank God)
- Loss of appetite? (Actually, that’s true, because I’m not as hungry as I would be normally… which sucks because I gave blood yesterday -_-)
- Weakness (again, my body feels like it’s a block of lead)
- Dizziness/disorientation (well, I do feel dizzy, but I thought that was from my headache?)
- Uncontrolled shaking (well, that’s from the fact that I gave blood, and that I haven’t been eating much since then)

So… yea… I went in to get tested for strep throat… but I was thinking about it more… I hope I don’t have mono. That would REALLY screw me over for the semester. But then again…

Symptoms of strep throat include:

* Sore throat
* Red and Black patches in the throat.
* Difficulty swallowing
* Tender cervical lymphadenopathy
* Red and enlarged tonsils
* Halitosis
* Fever of 101 F/38C or greater
* Rash [1]
* Frequent cold chills
* Absence of cough
* White spots on tonsils
* Desquamation (peeling skin on fingertips) a few weeks after treatment

- Sore throat (uhhh… duh?)
- Difficulty swallowing (yup)
- Tender cervical lymphadenopathy (if it’s the same thing as tender posterior cervical lymph nodes, then yes)
- Red and enlarged tonsils (were they red when the nurse checked them? I don’t recall)
- Halitosis (I’ve always had bad breath XDDD)
- Frequent cold chills (yep, though I don’t have a fever)
- Absence of cough (yup, definitely)

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Hopefully, I’m over-reacting.

Thanks alot David, for making me sick and in pain. Damnit.

So, here I am, my throat hurts, my head hurts. I’m bored, and tired, and annoyed. I’m missing school… and tests. And Christmas is in five days.

And I really doubt I’m going to go to school for the rest of this week, especially since I probably have strep. :::sigh::: This majoly sucks.

BUT I’m going to have Mom drive me up to the school so I can drop off my hw. I don’t want to fall behind too much T_T

Happy Holidays… and don’t get sick. It sucks.

I woke up this mornaing, and I felt TERRIBLE!!! I managed to get out of bed, and let my mom that I was going to stay home so I could rest. I felt somewhat bad cause I was skipping practice, but I felt that bad, and I wanted to get better before the scrimmage on Wedsnday. That was the first down.

Later on Andy comes over. We kinda chill for a lil while then we walk up to Andy’s so he could get a game (to return to Kimmie). I had to also return a cd that I borrowed to Kimmie, so I decided to come along.

We got home and Brian calls me, letting me know that the internet is screwed up, but it works.

After that, I get on the Internet. There’s this website, Pro Scout, that is basically a talent agency for modeling and acting. I want to try and get an opprotunity to become a model, so with Mom’s help, I filled out a resume and turned it in. I’m so nervous! I remember the time I went to an open call hosted by Pro Scout, and I wasn’t what they were looking for. This time I’m hoping with all my heart that I am what they’re looking for. If not… then I don’t know what I’m going to do. Pro Scout is one of the best, if not the best, talent agencies in the country. I guess I can only hope. I have to wait a couple days before I get feedback, and these next few days I’m gonna be frazzled. So ppl try not to get on my bad side.

I feel lots better than I did this morning, so I’m hoping also that I’ll be better enough to go to practice tomorrow morning. Wish me luck!

Right now I’m thinking about something. I’m not going to tell anyone waht it is. Well I’ll just say it involves and asshole named Jimmy Cook. I think I’ll tell someone. But not now. I have unfinished buisness to attend to first. ANd I have other thigns to think about too…

But for now, I hope I get accepted… and like I said, if I don’t… then I dunno what happnens next.

Till next time, I’ll see you on the flip Side~!!

Ever since the soccer season started, I’ve been doing ltos of stuff. I would be real tired after practice, but when I went to bed, I wouldn’t be able to get to sleep, even if I was ready to pass out. I ended up getting 1-3 hours of sleep a day for this past week.

Anyway, yesterday I woke up with a sore throat that lasted me all day. Not usual. Anyway, I went through the day firguring that it would go away by the next day.

Today it got worse.

Now I have a stuffy nose and a small headache, lol. Real sad. I went to practice. The smart Gina would have gone staright home and went to take a nap or something when she got home. What does she do? She goes to the park and practices more soccer with Steven, up to the point where she can barely move. Yes, I did it.

Now, I feel like crap. Luckily for me, tomorrow I don’t have practice. So I can sleep in. And then, with fever and all, I’m gonna go out and run around!!!

So, do I get my Darwin award yet?

My throat hurt pretty bad, and my nose is a tiny bit stuffed up. I’ve sneezed a lil too much today, and I’ve been exhausted up to the point where my friends were worried I’d pass out on the way to my house. I almost did though. lol it was funny. I was dizzy as hell, and Brian and Andy kept asking if I was okay. They said they would prbably end up carrying me home.

Right now, I’m not as tired as before, but my throat still hurts. wah. I hope I’m not getting sick? that would suck ass.

Well I’ll just hope that I get better before our scrimmage on Wednsday…