All About G

But you knew that. Today has been a day filled with ups and downs.

I woke up this mornaing, and I felt TERRIBLE I managed to get out of bed, and let my mom that I was going to stay home so I could rest. I felt somewhat bad cause I was skipping practice, but I felt that bad, and I wanted to get better before the scrimmage on Wedsnday. That was the first down.

Later on Andy comes over. We kinda chill for a lil while then we walk up to Andy’s so he could get a game (to return to Kimmie). I had to also return a cd that I borrowed to Kimmie, so I decided to come along.

We got home and Brian calls me, letting me know that the internet is screwed up, but it works.

After that, I get on the Internet. There’s this website, Pro Scout, that is basically a talent agency for modeling and acting. I want to try and get an opprotunity to become a model, so with Mom’s help, I filled out a resume and turned it in. I’m so nervous! I remember the time I went to an open call hosted by Pro Scout, and I wasn’t what they were looking for. This time I’m hoping with all my heart that I am what they’re looking for. If not… then I don’t know what I’m going to do. Pro Scout is one of the best, if not the best, talent agencies in the country. I guess I can only hope. I have to wait a couple days before I get feedback, and these next few days I’m gonna be frazzled. So ppl try not to get on my bad side.

I feel lots better than I did this morning, so I’m hoping also that I’ll be better enough to go to practice tomorrow morning. Wish me luck!

Right now I’m thinking about something. I’m not going to tell anyone waht it is. Well I’ll just say it involves and asshole named Jimmy Cook. I think I’ll tell someone. But not now. I have unfinished buisness to attend to first. ANd I have other thigns to think about too…

But for now, I hope I get accepted… and like I said, if I don’t… then I dunno what happnens next.

Till next time, I’ll see you on the flip Side~!!

yes, I’m offically sick. But this time, it’s definitley my fault.

Ever since the soccer season started, I’ve been doing ltos of stuff. I would be real tired after practice, but when I went to bed, I wouldn’t be able to get to sleep, even if I was ready to pass out. I ended up getting 1-3 hours of sleep a day for this past week.

Anyway, yesterday I woke up with a sore throat that lasted me all day. Not usual. Anyway, I went through the day firguring that it would go away by the next day.

Today it got worse.

Now I have a stuffy nose and a small headache, lol. Real sad. I went to practice. The smart Gina would have gone staright home and went to take a nap or something when she got home. What does she do? She goes to the park and practices more soccer with Steven, up to the point where she can barely move. Yes, I did it.

Now, I feel like crap. Luckily for me, tomorrow I don’t have practice. So I can sleep in. And then, with fever and all, I’m gonna go out and run around

So, do I get my Darwin award yet?

I’m getting sick again. This time I believe I caught it from Kimmie.

My throat hurt pretty bad, and my nose is a tiny bit stuffed up. I’ve sneezed a lil too much today, and I’ve been exhausted up to the point where my friends were worried I’d pass out on the way to my house. I almost did though. lol it was funny. I was dizzy as hell, and Brian and Andy kept asking if I was okay. They said they would prbably end up carrying me home.

Right now, I’m not as tired as before, but my throat still hurts. wah. I hope I’m not getting sick? that would suck ass.

Well I’ll just hope that I get better before our scrimmage on Wednsday…

I’m sick… again.

AGAIN! GODAMNIT WHY CAN’T I JUST BE HEALTHY #$^%$%$!#

Okay, I’m going to finish this later. Like when the day’s actually over, and things actually happen.
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Okay, it’s later and I’m going to tell you how bored I was today. While everyone was at school I played a little ET, I read the Channel Guide, and I slept. I practiced my NYSSMA solo for a while too. And then Eddy and Andy came over. They cheered me up and told me that they’d kill me if I didn’t go to school.

Then they left and then I get yelled at for no good fucking reason. “Oh nobody tells me anything when something’s wrong with the house.”

Well you know Dad, I would of told you, but the primary thing on my mind last night was to GET DONE WITH MY DISHES SO I COULD RELAX, BEING THAT I’M SICK Okay?? See I knew that the thing fell apart or whatever, I was planning on telling you as soon as I was done, but being that I’m sick, my mind doesn’t work. So don’t be all pissy at me for something I did ON ACCIDENT!

Oky I’m done with that. Back to the sickness. I’ve been coughing up gunk and nasty things, and it’s very unpleasant, cause after you spit the stuff out, you get this disgusting after taste. Yeuck I thought Licorice tastes bad. Licorice is the best compared to the after taste of this nasty crap! I hope I cough it up soon, cause I don’t like coughing it up in the first place.

Well, I’m sick. It seems to be a combo of larygitis/ a bad cold, maybe the flu. I had the biggest headache possible yesterday, and I was out of it! So, that’s why I skipped a couple of days writing.

Well anyway, I’m breaking up with Shawn (Thats is the CORRECT way to spell it). This is for a couple of reasons.

1.) I found out from a couple of reliable sources that Shawn has made a bet on our ‘relationship,’ with his friends, without me knowing. He bet that our relationship would last longer than a month. Well, I guess he lost.

2.) I don’t like him that way. Sadly, I’ve made this mistake with all of my other boyfriends too. I only like him as a friend.

3.) Right now, I feel like staying single. Why this is I dunno, but I like being single.

4.) My love for Joe is conflicting with the relationship. Why that is I dunno. But I can’t help feeling guilty over the fact that, maybe, one day Joe’ll ask me out and I’ll say yes, and end up cheating on Shawn. And I don’t want a reputation like that, so I’m breaking up with him, and I’m going to stay single for a while.