But you knew that. Today has been a day filled with ups and downs.
I woke up this mornaing, and I felt TERRIBLE!!! I managed to get out of bed, and let my mom that I was going to stay home so I could rest. I felt somewhat bad cause I was skipping practice, but I felt that bad, and I wanted to get better before the scrimmage on Wedsnday. That was the first down.
Later on Andy comes over. We kinda chill for a lil while then we walk up to Andy’s so he could get a game (to return to Kimmie). I had to also return a cd that I borrowed to Kimmie, so I decided to come along.
We got home and Brian calls me, letting me know that the internet is screwed up, but it works.
After that, I get on the Internet. There’s this website, Pro Scout, that is basically a talent agency for modeling and acting. I want to try and get an opprotunity to become a model, so with Mom’s help, I filled out a resume and turned it in. I’m so nervous! I remember the time I went to an open call hosted by Pro Scout, and I wasn’t what they were looking for. This time I’m hoping with all my heart that I am what they’re looking for. If not… then I don’t know what I’m going to do. Pro Scout is one of the best, if not the best, talent agencies in the country. I guess I can only hope. I have to wait a couple days before I get feedback, and these next few days I’m gonna be frazzled. So ppl try not to get on my bad side.
I feel lots better than I did this morning, so I’m hoping also that I’ll be better enough to go to practice tomorrow morning. Wish me luck!
Right now I’m thinking about something. I’m not going to tell anyone waht it is. Well I’ll just say it involves and asshole named Jimmy Cook. I think I’ll tell someone. But not now. I have unfinished buisness to attend to first. ANd I have other thigns to think about too…
But for now, I hope I get accepted… and like I said, if I don’t… then I dunno what happnens next.
Till next time, I’ll see you on the flip Side~!!
Aug 22 2005