Guess what?

Posted: under Sickness!.

I’m sick… again.

AGAIN!!!! GODAMNIT WHY CAN’T I JUST BE HEALTHY!!! !%%!#$^%$^%$!#

Okay, I’m going to finish this later. Like when the day’s actually over, and things actually happen.

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Okay, it’s later and I’m going to tell you how bored I was today. While everyone was at school I played a little ET, I read the Channel Guide, and I slept. I practiced my NYSSMA solo for a while too. And then Eddy and Andy came over. They cheered me up and told me that they’d kill me if I didn’t go to school.

Then they left and then I get yelled at for no good fucking reason. “Oh nobody tells me anything when something’s wrong with the house.”

Well you know Dad, I would of told you, but the primary thing on my mind last night was to GET DONE WITH MY DISHES SO I COULD RELAX, BEING THAT I’M SICK!!!!!! Okay?!?!? See I knew that the thing fell apart or whatever, I was planning on telling you as soon as I was done, but being that I’m sick, my mind doesn’t work. So don’t be all pissy at me for something I did ON ACCIDENT!!!!!!!

Oky I’m done with that. Back to the sickness. I’ve been coughing up gunk and nasty things, and it’s very unpleasant, cause after you spit the stuff out, you get this disgusting after taste. Yeuck!!! I thought Licorice tastes bad. Licorice is the best compared to the after taste of this nasty crap! I hope I cough it up soon, cause I don’t like coughing it up in the first place.

Comments (1) Apr 25 2005

Gettin’ Down with the Sickness…

Posted: under Sickness!.

Well, I’m sick. It seems to be a combo of larygitis/ a bad cold, maybe the flu. I had the biggest headache possible yesterday, and I was out of it! So, that’s why I skipped a couple of days writing.

Well anyway, I’m breaking up with Shawn (Thats is the CORRECT way to spell it). This is for a couple of reasons.

1.) I found out from a couple of reliable sources that Shawn has made a bet on our ‘relationship,’ with his friends, without me knowing. He bet that our relationship would last longer than a month. Well, I guess he lost.

2.) I don’t like him that way. Sadly, I’ve made this mistake with all of my other boyfriends too. I only like him as a friend.

3.) Right now, I feel like staying single. Why this is I dunno, but I like being single.

4.) My love for Joe is conflicting with the relationship. Why that is I dunno. But I can’t help feeling guilty over the fact that, maybe, one day Joe’ll ask me out and I’ll say yes, and end up cheating on Shawn. And I don’t want a reputation like that, so I’m breaking up with him, and I’m going to stay single for a while.

Comments (2) Feb 18 2005