All About G

An article in the Washington Post about blogs. Read it really quick, and then come back to read the rest of this entry.

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Okay, lemme just say that yea, that article is right. On Myspace I have an accout, and I have come across so many spaces with stuff you wouldn’t see on the street. Yes there are teens that expose themselves on their spaces, I used to, I admit it. Yes there are racist assholes on their spaces who bring down blacks and asians and latinas. But then there are some who don’t and hate racism with a passion. Yes, there are many teens, if not all of them, who like to go out a drink and/or smoke a bowl. I do too, though I don’t smoke weed. Yes there are old perverts trying to get a young piece of ass, but I’m pretty sure that there are adults on that site who just want to meet new people too. People gotta get it through their heads that with the good things, also come the bad things.

And I defintely know about teens being very open on thier blogs. I’m one of them. I swear and I talk about things that really happen in my day. Sometimes I talk about someone who pissed me off, or someone who’s made my day. I do swear and cuss out people individually. Who haven’t I cussed out yet? Not many people.

Why do I do it? Why does this blog seem like a totally different version of me compared to sweet innocent Gina? Because, this blog is me. It’s who I am. It’s what happens to me and it’s how I feel about things, and frankly I don’t give a flying fuck whether this makes me look innocent or bad-ass. This is my blog. This is my, and my life and what I think about it. The person in school that you know as Gina Baker: that is me too, but the difference between the person that is me in school and the person tat is me on this blog is the fact that I’m well-behaved in school: I try not to sweat too much in school, I try not to get into any fights, I’m basically a “good lil girl” in school. Unlike school however, I can scream and shout and rant and rave and take out all my frustrations on this blog. I can dream and imagine and cheer myself up on my blog. I can be happy, mad, sad, anything on my blog. And nobody can stop me from doing it casue it’s my blog and me, and if they stop me from being me on my blog, then they stop me from being me in everything else.

I can safely say this is probably the main reason why you all read so many posts in which I bitch someone out (you know one of them very well I’ll assume): because I can’t do it in public, and I vent on this blog. Actually, this blog has almost gotten me into trouble with some “higher” authorities, but that didn’t stop me from expressing myself, whether I was happy or mad. God, just because a certain someone feels threatened ever time they piss me off doesn’t mean I’m purposely harassing them… *deep breath* okay gotta let that go, nothing I can do in the future to change the past.

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In every way I’m very glad my mother introduced me to blogging. Sure this is basically a diary, an many of this stuff I should keep in a diary. But this is ME, and I want everyone to know this. I want people learn about me and my life, what I do, how I feel, so they can stop with their stupid rumors (ahem ahem) against me. No, I’m not a psychopathic bitch who is endangering the life of an innocent boy (ahem ahem), but I am a young woman with a temper that I vent when someone, even the innocent boy, sets me off. Who wouldn’t? Unless you’re one of those people who just kick the guy’s ass if he pissed you off… then you don’t count. But I’m talking about the other, more civilized people that have better ways of venting anger.

I’m pretty sure everyone has a diary of some sorts, no matter what gender, race, age, etc, that they keep to themselves.

But sometimes, I like to think that I’m the only one brave enough to throw mine out into the public for the whole entire world to see. And, as I’ve said before, any has a problem with what I can say, they can fucking bite me.

Comments (0) Jan 17 2006

… That Andy should stop trying to seek vengance and ruin my life. Geez. I think it’s kind of funny, cause he has no real reason to do it, but he’s trying anyway, and well, I personally think it’s childish and immature.

I’m not saying it’s just Andy. My dad really really want to put a restraining order on the kid. I just roll my eyes and tell dad to shut up and grow up. At least dad knows when to quit.

But anyways, Andy I really think that you should seriously just stop with the revenge stunt you’re trying to pull, and grow up and get a freakin’ life, because I KNOW you have better things to do that just sit and plot evil plans and shit. It’s pointless.

Besides, you can’t ruin my life than you already have before. Cause since you’ve done it so often in the past, I’m used to it, and there’s nothing YOU can do about it expect be a MAN for a change and WALK AWAY. Last I heard you were freakin’ 16 years old, not 2. God.

Anyways, get outta my life, stay the hell away from it, and quit trying to act like a little toddler when you know you’re a grown man… at least, I think you’re a grown man *rolls eyes*. I may not be so sure. Oh yea, and stop being so fucking immature enough to be plotting ways of vengence. You say you’re “going to take me down with you” But I’m not bringing you down anywhere. The only thing I can think of that’s being brought down is your reputation, and THAT’S only because I blog about all the immature and stupid stuff you do that pisses me off and/or hurts my feelings. So there.

Harrassment my ass: this isn’t harrasment. It’s called a fucking opinion. MY fucking opinion. So bite me.

Actually, to be truely honest, your actions, Andy, could definitley be classified as “harrasment” seeing as how you’re intending to fuck up my life. I could easily get you in trouble for this…

… But I’m giving you a small chance. But consider this a warning: if you pull anymore stunts out of the sake of revenge, you’re going to have a cop come to your door, cause frankly I’m sick and tired of your bullshit.

Comments (0) Nov 14 2005

It’s official…

Ialmostdied22202: Sorry, You prolly wont have to worry about me, or my problems again. Stick with Brian, he can get mad but he is a good kid. Block me if you want to, I just really wanted to say thank you. You have helped me out a whole lot, I never really acutlly got to say thank you Regina Baker. Thank you
Ialmostdied22202: Ill take it from here

Andy Soroka signed off after saying that. So that’s it. It’s over. He’s going his way, and I’m going mine. We aren’t friends anymore. And it seems like there’s a new beginning.

It’s over. And then again it’s just the beginning for both of us. I just hope he doesn’t do anything to hurt himself.

Comments (2) Nov 09 2005

This is eerie, but everytime I look at the clock, I always see 9:11. Everytime. It’s fucked up. It started happeneing after the WTC too.

Just thought you should know, cause it’s creepy.

Comments (0) Nov 04 2005

Okay, our good friend Steve has brought up a point about people talking about other people and stuff. Here’s my response (origionally it was going to be a comment, but I decided it was too long and I should turn it into a blog entry.);

Wow Steve…

You have a bunch of good points here.

Okay, mind if I add my two cents?

This generation is more or less focused on gossip/rumors and that crap. I don’t know if they learned from parents, or from movies, but once some people start, other people copy. And stuff like this spread all over. So the only people that could possibly be telling the truth about something would be the person that the rumors are about, and the one who was a witness. But I think that yes, we should all just STOP and think about what we’re doing. Even me. I picked up the habit of gossiping about a year ago. I’m going to try cutting down.

Also another reason people talk shit about other people is cause they’re angry. They want to hurt the other person as bad as they got hurt themselves. Sorta like vengance with words. Almost everyone I know does it. And normally once someone has vented their anger, they calm down and eventually stop.

But like I said before, this is an eye opener. And now I’m going to try and stop my bad habits… thanks for the insight Steve.

Comments (1) Jul 20 2005